underneath the stars
I shhhhhh...
that SOMEONE doesn't know
Hello visitors, i am Hong Kun and welcome to my world
haha..SATURDAY! can rest away from school..lol went to play mahjong with how they all at around 2 plus..lol..play till like 4 plus..whas..lose $3..sian sia..
thn after tat went to play ball..play ar play..play till like 740 than quickly went back home bath..cos meeting li yee go kovan xin wang to eat..lol..call her nv pick up..slp till like pig..haha..
thn we met at around 9 plus..thn we ordered food..i ordered curry with rice and French toast..whas..the french toast was so thick la..haha..thn she order the spaghetti..hahaha..thn she was like tearing the chicken chop skin for a long time lahs..lol..thn she say not nice..haha..
thn we sat there and chatted for like 3 hour plus lo..whas..din realise sia..lol..laugh and talk till i no voice..lol..thn after tat wait for her to hire the cab than i went to take bus home..wahaha..so long la the bus..piang aye..still can play my psp game while waiting lo..whaha..
Saturday, September 29, 2007
after 5 month plus of struggling..i tink i have finally decided to put it to an end..im so tired..have u ever realise it? though i told you..bt ur reply is always "go slp lo"..
helping you find reasons to make myself continue to love you and treat you good..my friends called me stupid..bt i nv listen to them and i keep trying..thinking u might change one day..ended i was scolded for calling u too many times..u nv know how many stupid stuffs i did behind the screen..u din ask or felt them..have you ever asked "how was your day?", " r u tired?" izzit really so difficult to ask or to type??
the night get colds each day..at time i really wanted to cry bt i gotta cry so silently..put up strong front of everyone including you..u realize how tired and fatigue i am? do i have to freaking do and say everything out..tell u wat to do and wat to say??
i tried everything..i still cant compared to ur friends..whn ur wif ur friends i was either always at the back or at the front..do you like ever be by my side for some moments? u din..instead u asked me why not i talk to them? do you know how i felt and did u put urself in my shoes?
do i have to do bombastic things in order to touched u and to hear "i love u" and stuffs? even when u answer i duno as i asked u if u still love me or not..u know i really feel like hitting the wall..push u and force an answer out of u..bt i never..i keep telling its all my fault all these while and carry everything on my shoulder..i said sorry whn im not supposed to..is it all my fault tat lead to all thses?
if u ever msg me or reply in a nice tone will thing realli reach tis situation? i gave u wat u wanted..i changed..at least i tried to..bt did u? after 3 days things are back to the same..
msg and conversations decreased..till one day it hit 4 msg when we din meet..all less thn 5 words..do u knw how hurtful it is..here i am trying to salvage everything..bt..m i still demanding in this way? did u know how it felt each time u said i dunno..and how many times have u said it..u din know it..i really felt like i was on realized by you when u need me..though..u nv come n find me..im doing everything..AND I FREAKING MEANT EVERYTHING!!!
i wish..i hope..all this will really end here..amen..
Friday, September 21, 2007
whas..woke up like 620 lahs..damn tired lo..lol..meeting tengyu go mac eat breakfast..who knows he is late..lol..still help him and evon takeaway..haha..but nvm la..cos i dua him oso..say wan wear nice nice thn nv..thn he wore white polo with black long sleeve inside and wore a hat..haha..kana shocked..
thn 2nd break out wan go tok..bt ended up going eat again..at this rate sure cant complete ce wan lo..lol..thn presentation was a failure..ppt slide for me was in a mess..lol..cant blame the compiler..cos i nv check after she edited..lol..
thn aft sch me, evon, tengyu and qing yuan went to library to do our pp..haha..it took us like 40mins to settle down la..lol..thn hungry..me and evon went to buy waffles to eat..haha..thn went back to do..bt do like 1 hr+ we ended up playing games la..lol..tengyu play my psp..qing yuan watching his show thn me and evon play the detective game lo..play till so tired la..lol..thn play till like 8 like tt we all went off le..lol..i del my porter 5 forces part..left 1200 w0rds..lol..thn at there do till 1500 words..like nt much progress..sian lo..left 9 more days to the submission of first draft lahs..gotta wake up early tml to do..lol..
thn we went cwp to eat..qing yuan went home early..and evon left awhile more too..thn me and tengyu went to mac and eat..lol..after tat we went walk around and bought uno cards for tue's outing..lol..xo beehoon at holland v!! excited sia..lol
Monday, September 17, 2007
whas..sem 2 start le..haha..whas abit excited..lol..cos duno what my classmates will be like and what my module's difficulty will be..haha
it was quite quiet la the class..maybe it the first day..haha..hope next few days will be better..haha..web multimedia was quite fun..haha..think maybe its the first day..thus easier lo..lol..the class ended quite early lo..lol..like 310 jiu release le..haha..like my style i went home the earliest..whas..so empty..lol..thn reached home abt 4..whas..damn fast lo..haha..aft tat slp till 5pm like tat jiu go vivio to find XN..lol..thn went to chinatown to eat dinner and dessert..lol..aft tat send her home thn went to take bus home myself..haha
Sunday, September 16, 2007
firstly..thankx to those who wishes me or rmb my special day..haha..sorry if i forgot some of ur..haha..
1.eillie
2.jocelyn
3.serene
4.shuxin
5.carmen, jia zhi, kaixuan
6.xiao chang
7.xinni
8.jia ying
how shld i start of? lol..ur nt feeling well..and i duno wat u wanted to eat..cos when i suggest the places u rejected them..so i say we go walk and see got wat is nice to eat thn we go eat lo..bt u say ur lazy to walk..and u ask me to decide b4 the day itself..bt its ok..
u asked me 3 times wanted to ask jiazhi they all go anot..and the 1st time itself i have already told u de ans..whoever being questioned 3 times will be frustrated and i merely raised my voice abit and u juxt hang up after i ask u to go watch ur show first..izzit fair?
we met to go watch ratatouill at 2plus..bt ended up we met at 3 plus..thn aft tat we went to eat the jap restuarant and catch the 4pm movie..thn aft tat we went to coffeebean to have a drink..haha..actualli planned a surprise for her as i called jiazhi they all to go the xin wang hk cafe to suprise her with flowers bt they are too tired and they did not turned up..
i ordered caremel latte and she ordered white vanilla..after awhile she went to order cheesecake to eat..thn after awhile she says she wanted to vomit due to her drink and she did not want to eat dinner oso..aft tat we went to walk around taka and i asked her if she rmb tat she held my arms the other day for most of the time and she answered she forgotten..wth..
thn aft tat she say wanted to go home le..thn went to take bus..reached her house downstairs was already 940 like tat..i than asked her if she wanted to patch with me..bt after tinking for like 10 mins she told me she wanted to go home to watch the 9pm show?? bt its like ending soon lo..wth..y is she so cruel to me?
so sad, i return to sengkang and grab an alcoholic drink..lol..and i walk around and sit around my hse area with the drink for abt 2 hrs..thn i called u for a while..for the whole day, u din wish me happy birthday or wat..
y m i feeling this way? so tired and i do not know what to do..lol..things are like not going in my way..like watever i did was all wrong..did u appreciate a least bit?
Wednesday, September 12, 2007
haiz..its a boring day..lol..went for massage with my mum first thn went to vivo the find her and to pick her up for dinner..haha..we bought the uzumaki's green tea ice cream..nt very nice lo..lol..$4 sia..lol..bt the biscuit was nice la..lol..haven eat dinner jiu eat ice cream..lol..
thn after tat we took bus tinkin of going to maxwell to eat..lol..bt halfway her mum call ask her want to eat anot thn no choice lo..ha..after alighting at chinatown i thn went to outram temp market to see gt what thing nice to eat..lol..bt nth much..thn i walked to the hawker near OG thn eat veggie rice..haha..thn aft tat go take mrt home..lol
whas..PP ar PP..so sian sia..i duno what the hell is going on lo..lol..what submission dates..this n tat..wa piang..can die ar..lol..so stress la..lol..guess those are still struggling can ustd..lol.
Sunday, September 9, 2007
wahaha..like quite some days nv blog le..haha..seriously getting very lazy..lol..was rotting at home these few days la..ok la..2 days..hahaha..was like having honeymoon with my psp..nv leave my hands for long..was like playing and playing..wahaha..
7 sep: wahaha..i was like wanted to watch dead silence since it was out la..bt keep on no chance..haha..than evon asked me out la..haha..thot y she like so good la..lol..cos she gonna wait for her friend to go clubbing..haha..bt its ok..was bball-in from 1pm like tat to 5 plus lo..non-stop la..cos we are on winning-streak (opps! like bhb) it was so tiring la..thn met evon at cine at 6pm plus like tat..was so hungry and thirsty..happily tinking i can finally watched the show la..who knows its SOLD OUT!! man..so sad la..hahaha..evon ar..shld bought the tickets first ah mah..haha
than went to eat..she was watching me eat la..cos she eaten..nono..she was looking at her hp..wahaha..thn aft tat we decided to go to shaw to see if there is other shows to watch..haha..it was quite a long and tiring journey..as we walked across to taka there was this guy from the duno wat advertising company who shocked the both of us la..hahaha..thn i was tinking of a fake name to gif tat guy so when he asked my name i was stunned for awhile..thn evon was there laughing..haha..in the end i still gave him my real name..haha..
thn we went to shaw to see the time slots..whas..it was like no nice shows la..got oso like 12am lo..haha..thn no choice..thn we went to borders intending to read..haha..bt we only went to the toliet..haha..thn aft tat she told me her heel pain..haha..thn went back shaw to buy plaster..lol..thn we both were so tired and we ended up sitting at macafe..lol..sit there to wait for her friend..thn we was at there talkin..haha..80% was craps la..lol..from food to toe nails..thn to swimming to jobs..lol..crap ar crap..crap for 2 hrs..thn her frien cynthia (sorry if mis-spelt) arrived..haha..thn i listen to them talk..haha..thn evon was shocked when something flew out of the plaster box when i was fanning myself as it landed on her..haha..and she and her friend commented that i was talking fast..haha..maybe ba..cos not only the both of them commented..haha..ok..i will try to slower down..lol..ppl rapper ma..haha..jkjk..
thn pei them alittle while more br 10 lik tat another friend of her vanessa (sorry if mis-spelt) came..thn i left..haha..was so hot la..and took the damn bus which take abt 20 mins plus to reach ps from tangs..lol..anw..nice time talking ya evon..haha..
6 sep: finally..i got to watch for myself what 881 is so 'good' abt..haha..ok la..nt a bad story..was like quite funny la..when the anutie ling was talking..haha..gif it a ***1/2 /*****..haha..qi yu wu was like having an easy time la..all along hugging the chicken and din mutter a single word..execpt being the narrator..hahah..that day got quite alot of elderly go and watch lo..oso duno why..haha..thn i tink most ppl are crying la..when the small papaya was dying..haha..saw my mum and ah ma was rubbing their eyes..lol..i was doing tat since the start of the show la..haha..not becos im crying..bt too tired and i yamn till tears drop..haha..so pai seh la..later ppl thot i was touched and cry..lol..so i just let the tear's trail dry by itself..haha..
than xinni called me halfway thru the movie..haha..it was her furx day at work..lol..askin me got go and find her anot..of cos i will say yes..lol..thn after going home and rest for awhile..i went to vivo and find her..haha..thn she say wana go chinatown to eat her dessert..lol..thn we took mrt there lo..thn we went to the people's park there de market to eat..haha..she ordered shui jiao mian..thn i ordered fried oyster to share lo..thn a cup of sugarcane and some dim sum..haha..thn after tat we went to ji de chi for her egg dessert..haha..it was not bad la..haha..thn we went to took bus to send her home..haha..can tell she was damn tired la..she was sleeping so soundly on my shoulder during the bus rides la..haha..
than the next day she got food poisined..after a day of work..haha..okok..tink its the fried oyster's fault..cos its so not nice lo..haha..
5 sep: whas..so excited..lol..today going tekong outing with rp..lol.heard got 1000 places la..lol..went to sch with shirley, tengyu, qing yuan, karen, yi xiu..haha..there was like so many ppl la..haha..thn at there meet up with evon and shirley's friend..thn we quickly queued up to board the bus..haha..the ride was quite fast la..haha..bt 30 mins ba..was challenging bomberman with tengyu and sharing music with evon..romantic?? er..hee..ur guess ba..the bus was so jerky la..play till dizzy sia..haha..
thn reached changi pier there thn we queued up to sit the boat la..haha..thn we were the first few to sit..haha..thn yi xiu and shirley complained that they got seasick..haha..thn aft sometime the boat left and we reached tekong in a few mins..haha..thn we were led to the auditourim..lol..as we walked there, evon and tengyu took a pic of a statue there la..lol..orh hor..haha..thn we sat in the auditorium for like 30mins plus la..lol..sit till ka chen pain sia..before the intro started..lo..was like sleeping la..hahaha..thn we went to the shooting place first..lol..die la..i din even knw how to operate la..can even see anything thru the ain thingy lo..lol..tink all off target..haha..thn we walked around the camp..haha..
thn we went to the outfield there..thn got sampling of food la..lol..was like so hungry la..lol..tink took a mouth of the malay or indian rice..was like 'speechless'..haha..thn shirley, her friend and evon came to ask if is nice..thn i say very nice..haha..thn went shirley ate her face was like..classic la..haha..thn evon spit it out to her spoon and threw it away..haha..the the three of them was like daring me to take a pack of the army food la..lol..then i quickly go 'steal' a packet of curry pasta and pased tpo shirley..haha..thn she gong gong go and take..lol..we were like so pai seh la..haha..
than they try to sabo me lo..wanted the officers to camoflauge my face when they asking for demo..lucky nv kana..haha..thn took the boat back..was like so tired la..ha..thn shirley, tengyu me went to kallang to meet mei yee and pat to go class gathering..lol..oni 1/5 of the class lo..haha..went to geylang there to eat..lol..
we firstly went to 933 to eat the duck..haha..so hungry lahs..thn we share half a duck with 3 plates of rice..haha..it wasn't really nice lo..i only gif it **/*****..lol..actually can consider sux le la..lol..bt the soup was rather nice..haha..thn at the same time we oso took video like the pai pai chi cha cha kan thingy..lol..haha..was quite fun la..haha..each of us pay abt 2 like tat..lol
the the next stop we went to a tim sum shop..tink its fu kee of something de..lol..we ordered 3 egg tarts, cha siew roll, cha siew pau, beancurd roll..lol..the egg tart..whoos..superb sia..haha..i gif it ****/*****..haha..thn TY say he was like 40% full la..lol..i was like oni 10% lo..haha..each of us pay abt 3 like tat
after tat we were like searchin for the frog porridge place la..haha..thn MY called her dad and asked..haha..thn knw its around lor 12 there..lol..then i led the way..haha..thn after quite sometime we finally found the place..haha..bt the auntie gave us the place was like..er..haha..at the doorstep where there are ladies in white with low cut pulling guys as they walked across..lol..thn me and TY was sitting back facing them la..haha..thn me and MY ordered chicken essence frog and black pepper..haha..than buy 2 frog get one..haha..and a big pot of porridge..lol..whas..seriously..the essence soup is heavenly la..lol..the black pepper aint bad..but just abit too salty..lol..than the 3 gals were like peeping the ladies in white and listen to wat they are talking abt lo..lol..for the food i gave it ****1/2/*****..haha..thn so thirsty..finally i took out the lemon barley i got from tekong and buy a cup of ice..lol..bt the auntie thot i was drinking beer so FOC..hahaha..for the porridge we paid abt 7 per pax..
all of us thot its the end of the day..bt we happened to pass by the beancurd and pat wanted to try..haha..and TY was like stunned..haha..thn we ordered a bowl of beancurd and the auntie was like 'whas..ur 5 pax eat a bowl of beancurd?' haha..thn we ate left a few spoons i suggest we play the zhong ji mi ma(secret number)..haha..loser will eat a spoon of beancurd with sugar..lol..MY and shirley lost 2 times, me once..lol..
thn i decided to up the bet..thn now the loser will add soya sauce..hahaha..who knows i lost lo..lol..no choice..thn shirley pour quite alot of it lo..oh gosh..thn i tried to gulp down..bt who knows..its VINEGAR!!! and i puked out..and im facing pat..haha..and her shirt got it la..lol..so sorry..haha..2 class gathering kana 2 times..first jingling now me..haha..so suay..she must bring umbrella the next time la..lol..
thn aft tat TY say wana go a place to slack..so i thot ajunied there BAS got a mac..thn we walked lo..it was quite far la..thn we parted at ajunied mrt there..haha..cos pat gotta go home earli..haha..no choice..bt it was a fun time la..lol..hope there is a next ya..W66F? haha
whas..one of the longest post ba..lol..if my pp is like this..and oh man..i haven touched it for a long time la..lol..can die..haha..oh ya..xinni ar..get well soon ok..haha..and evon dn emo la..cos when u emo tat time im emo-ing oso..haha