whas..so so depressed..after 6 months plus of emptiness and coldness..its still continuing..wonder what is wrong with my life..school work and some other stuffs..it just seems like whoever is in my group the work will not be done or finish in a state that im pleased of..wth..for coding i've been struggling to do but whn the other outsource they managed to work out while im still stuck at the middle..
for everything i done, it just seems so fruitless..whn will my success come? "soon it will", dun worry, tml will be a better day" all are craps..
the secret has been told..for i thought i would keep it for long..well..i do not know how to react..lol..maybe you felt the same..
im so tired..putting on the joker mask of mine everyday of my life..who knows the inside world of mine..all those crapping and stuffs..i never like that..NEVER..yet i do that almost everyday..but i know the day since i started putting on the mask it will be difficult to take it out..if really one day i did..i guess it will be..a scary side of me? lol..
i tried to carry on putting on an act..but the tiredness was doubling up each time..i really do not know how long to hold on..lol..who can spot it when im taking out my mask..i really wonder..at times i really just feel like giving up..
whas..above this sentence all seems like what girls will be typing to complain..wahaha..bt..nvm..lazy del..heart pain..type so long le..
anway..had quite a fun time today la..with kayden, zhihui..and one of their friend..forgot her name le..wahaha..went to mac after UT to eat..thn play UNO play till like 1030 like tat lo..whas..so long la..lol..
underneath the stars