you told me ya, you will live strong and prove to him its his loss but when your action mismatch your words?
your 'OK' signal doesn't mean much at all and i meant AT ALL cause even those passer-by can tell you are not let alone your friends. but y are u doing all these to yourself? someone who dun deserve a FUCKing bit of L-O-V-E..
who don't know and feel its hard to let go what u gave most but they just did it but why cant u..their friends are there you have them and lots more. so many people are concern and to help you but if you forever locked yourself up alone in ur dreamy loner, emo-ing world, no one can freaking help u wake up. even 2 tight slaps and a cup of water on your drunken-ed face you will still be what you are now..
not trying to hint or whatever, its pointless to keep urself in this shit as i believe there are many more other guys is waiting for u and they can do better and much better. if its true love, u will just watch him/her go cause u know he/she will find happiness. if u regret, put what u wanted to do/missed to do on the next one. at least u can fulfill what u missed out.
even though this post might made u feel more moody or u might even disagree or hate me for my words but if this might let u wake up or even a little bit, i will just take a risk
"i don't wanna close my eyes, i don't dare to fall asleep
cause i'm afraid something might go wrong babe
and i don't wanna miss a thing"
its just a pain to see this
underneath the stars