haha..finally its CNY..bt well..not that happy afterall..lol..cause i can't keep those red fat ang paos..and i need to help out in and out of the hse..sian..and no 'ka' to play mahjong..haha
but well the main reason is tat there are many things in my mind..making it packed..lol..after what my uncle told me, oh my..like all expected me to make something big when i grow up..lol..bt well..the fact is that i can't even cope with my studies now..lol..stupid diploma im taking..haiz..bt well..this one i can postpone the worry..lol..but there is still a BIG question mark..what will i be doing in the future? m i thinking too early now?
haiz..
nvm about the future just yet..lol..y..i thot everything shld ended long time ago..bt until recently and maybe perhaps all these while i can't back things behind my mind? izzit really permenant in my mind? haha..perhaps ba..bt i do think of you all these while..
well..maybe i looked emo and did emo stunts at times..lol..bt well..i din emo on 4th yea..its just..a quiet nite..and a mountain can't contain 2 tigers..so i had a rest..no worries..