underneath the stars
I shhhhhh...
that SOMEONE doesn't know
Hello visitors, i am Hong Kun and welcome to my world
wahaha..the last post was on june 27..now its already july 23..almost 1 month nv post le..haha..all because of the stupid fyp..lol..had presentation today..haha..haiz..it was rather bad i think..as what the evaluators said..our researches on the deliverables ain't good and the system itself is very surface..we all knew what we should do..but why din we do it? it was a rather good question.
after few months of struggling, hell..it is finally over..but i wasn't as happy as what i think i should be..this fyp was really worse than what i have thought..i am not blogging to shoot my team or what..it was just..pure..evaluating..lol..
the evaluator shot me with my slides..or i should say my ppt..it was completely off topic and i am disappointed..i dun like to be shoot..dun like to be questioned..but i tink i failed completely today..i felt that there are just so much things that can be done..do you think too? time and time i tried to hint that time is running out but it was till the very last moment before it was realise and thus rushing of work appeared..there wasn't much time for us to evaluate further to see what is wrong or right..it seems like i was the one organising and worrying for everything..
i was disappointed, angry..with my own ability..for not able to make a good presentation for my team..i thought i had the ability to do it but i was wrong..i tried to do everything i could and i thought is was well enough but i was wrong, i could have done so much better..but i was just too too too tired..i hope i wasn't pushing the blame to the others..i wasn't angry and complaining about you all..i am just disappointed with myself..perhaps horoscopes and zodic was right dragon virgo is a perfectionist and i am trying to be one perhaps but i know i din managed to make a perfect job to my standard..it just seems like no matter how much i do, i isn't the result that i wanted to be riped..
there is a limit to people's ability and i am disappointed with my limit..day to day, class to class, stuffs to stuffs..it time to close up and think..what am i really looking for..