underneath the stars
I shhhhhh...
that SOMEONE doesn't know
Hello visitors, i am Hong Kun and welcome to my world
i am not forcing or what..sorry if it was being felt like this..its just that everytime the topic is brought up you always make it sounds that i am not sincere and you do not know what is going on in me..
sorry to have stressed you..if time is needed..you should know i will give it..and i am not pressing it in anyway or other..:) smile girl..and so sorry
Wednesday, October 29, 2008
that sms kills...though you do not know..one is just enough to bring everything down..
you know how i feel and how hurt it is?
Tuesday, October 28, 2008
OCTOBER 27..I AM HAPPY =) haha..not because its deepavali -.-..but..hahaha..nice day out..
OCTOBER 28..woohoo..approve and disapprove of claim is workable man!!! heehee..thanks yanlin for ur help ya..can yi xiu for the codes..wahahaha..can relax..lol..
hope that you could see and know..the reasons of all these is just simple..think its obvious..i hope that period is frozen and unmelted so that it could be with me till ever..
Wednesday, October 22, 2008
just guess that you just dun belif in me..dun belif that i am able to tolerate and everything..just hope u could open up urself since i have opened mine..what is it when the tears were dried up..when the energy is drained..haha..just why m i writing all this..lol..30th oct faster come!!
Saturday, October 18, 2008
the glass has cracked..perhaps you did not realise but maybe you did but you didn't say it out..from the moment the things are being said i have already know the crack is getting bigger and longer..
and i tried to hold on to it and prevent it from getting bigger..did you feel the same way? what can i do, is actually nothing..but just to stand down here..when there is really no one to be there for you, that would be the only time you will realise my presence but i think the day would not come..i have no rights complain or what but i think no one would feel my pain..
a song's lyrics is nice..i deserve to try honey just once, give me a chance and i'll prove this all wrong, you walked in and you are too quick to judge, baby he is nothing like me As time rolls by you will get to know me A little more better, girl thats the way love goes And I know you're afraid to let your feelings show And I understand but girl its time to let go..
sometimes it seems cold ya..giving in my everything but to no avail..it has always has been this case but i will still carry on..this could be the last time i will do all this..cause i am just so tired..do you know?
just for how long can i fake my smile
Friday, October 17, 2008
sorry..cause i know what you are going through..and i can't help you in anyway..but just to let you know you never walk alone..there are still someone else out there that cares about you..
sch has been sucky to me man..for the past 6 weeks? oh..shld be 5..haha..the enviroment is so much different from the last sem..and i do not know how to handle that..haha..i also do not know what i am doing in the lessons too..haha..completely like a walking corpse..lol..guess now shld focus more on my FYP man..lol..
i will be a shelter here for you..no matter when it is and it shall be a promise no matter who we will be..=)
party people lehs lim and teh..cant wait!!!
oct 8 - oct 16.. i thot the 8 days away would be a good time for me to think and refine myself better..but ended up the conclusion i get is not what i expected and its much more worse than what i expected it to be..
it seems that things are getting out of control on my side and sorry cause i knew it brings you trouble adding on to ur burden..but somethings are just what i cant control..the planning of refining is a failure..