oct 8 - oct 16.. i thot the 8 days away would be a good time for me to think and refine myself better..but ended up the conclusion i get is not what i expected and its much more worse than what i expected it to be..
it seems that things are getting out of control on my side and sorry cause i knew it brings you trouble adding on to ur burden..but somethings are just what i cant control..the planning of refining is a failure..